Dark side

am i really calm? I wonder...
maybe i am always not showing any facial expression
it doesn't mean that i have no feeling at all
don't want to see too much
don't want to hear too much
don't want to think too much


i am so downcast...
am i missing?
am i missing something?
sometimes i think i am not belong to here
where should i go?
what should i do?
who am i?


i get used to all these already
everytime in the middle of the exam
i am like that
so...
in fact i am not as what i appear to be...


i am not independent...